Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Dangerously Sexual Eye-contact

"Having eye contact for more than 6 seconds without looking away or blinking reveals a desire for either sex or murder."


I saw this posted somewhere in the world of the internet, and thought deeply about it. Immediately, I imagined all those who I have shared eye-contact with directly for six consecutive seconds, and I have failed to recall a moment as such in which I felt enough hatred to want to kill a person or enough lust to make me wish to partake in sexual encounters with them.

Think about this, though - while you may very well be staring into someone's eyes for six seconds, unless they make wanting to have sexual encounters with you blatantly obvious through body language or verbal notification, I think you might just scare them off and come across as either a rude person or someone blind and helplessly staring into their direction in particular. And if you did feel like having sex with that person, or murdering them due to this particular stare, I heavily doubt the feeling to ever be mutual, unless of course you were both absolutely intoxicated, which then ceases you both from being able to hold your eyesight that accurately for that long. 

I will now take into account who I stare at and how long, and I will question myself for doing so and attempt to find out why it is that I am staring into their eyes in the first place. This theory may perhaps be right. It may apply to me as I tend to think of my mind as both a chaotic and psychopathic one. Perhaps I truly do want to murder those I stare at. I am not too sure about the sexual side of my stares because those that I find sexually attractive, or somewhere close to that, I cannot stare at, let alone maintain constant eye-contact with for longer than three seconds, as my nerves kick in and do not fail at notifying me that I am simply out of every human's league and I am not commitment material due to my strong commitment to my mind and all its wonder.

Yet I still ponder this. Perhaps I will even experiment with this theory, using myself as a test subject. I will, of course, not know what the latter is thinking because I will try this experimentation on strangers, for if I tried it on relatives and thought sexual things about them then that would be highly twisted and incestuous, and if I thought murderous thoughts about them then it will be considered utterly normal due to their treatment of me, thus eliminating totally the need for me to experiment seeing as I already know that I would, if I could, murder most of my relatives without having to merely stare into their eyes for over three seconds.

'Facts' like these make me question my sanity. Am I normal? Am I part of the status-quo? What even is the status-quo, and who gets to decide all that is entitled to be a part of it? If I stare-down the status-quo am I wanting to murder everyone else? I simply find the status-quo boring. I would not, even if I sound quite contradictory in saying this, stare into the eyes of any status-quo member. I am aware that I must define it before I can pick it out however does anything really have a definition? A wise man once told me that "everything is defined as what it is not" - so, the status-quo is a group of people that do not not conform? Perhaps so, but why I am babbling on about this is quite unknown. 

What I do know, however, is that I most likely will test this 'fact' out. The results will prove quite interesting, but may be bias due to the fact that now that I am exposed to this 'fact', I will be thinking about either having sex with the person or killing them. The 'fact' has planted two possible paths in my mind, and I cannot backtrack this happening and experiment from scratch, because if I did not know of this 'fact' then I would not be attempting to test it to see if it applies to me and how I perceive strangers in the duration of a particular timed eye-contact session.

If you have tested this, post your results as a comment. I am interested in knowing more about this. Perhaps it is a mere thing of the internet, something which jogs the interests of bored teenagers seeking mental journeys. Either way, I am interested.

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