It was a mildly warm morning. I made my way
hurriedly through the campus – today we had a guest speaker, and I had devoured
her brilliant book of prose with my mind days before this day. I needed to meet
her, I needed to have her acknowledge that I was utterly immersed in her
brilliant work.
I made it – five minutes earlier. She was
around ten minutes late when class had begun. And so I sat there, taking notes
on the last page of her book with my pacer. I wrote about her interpretations
of the themes in the prose, and I related them to my own just to study her
psyche. I noted that she had rewritten the novel twenty to thirty times. I
noted things that inspired it, who took the cover photograph, everything she
had said I had documented as a way of showing interest and respect to her.
Then, question time. A couple of other
people had asked her mindless questions, some about symbolism. And then it was
my turn. I cannot recall my first question, however I can recall my second quite
well, seeing as I asked it in urgency due to our lecturer beckoning us to show
some more interest in her work.
The question I asked had thrown her off
track – she has had none other like it, for people only focus on the
contaminants of the book itself, rather than its actual build. Today, I was to
challenge her with a question lacking complexity – “the two navy pages at the
beginning and the end of the book, does the placement of them symbolise that
the story itself it in a sunlit zone, a pun of the title and story of the
book?” And she froze, her look of confusion frozen with her.
She basically had answered that she had no
idea what the publishers had to do, that publishing her book in this sense was
out of her control, and that the possible symbolism of this was most likely
untrue, but possibly could have been possible. Disheartened, I sunk into my
seat and wished I had never asked.
If I were a published author or poet, I
would want utter control of what I publish. The cover, the cover photo, the way
the book is arranged, everything. I believe symbolism is not contained only in
the story, but also in the make of the book itself.
I recommend The Sunlit Zone to all lovers
of literature and poetry, because this very book has both of those elements
perfectly intertwined.
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